My Second Puberty

So it has happened again! I've gone a full week without updating this blog. I'm not sure what is happening with me other than I'm trying to deny the fact that birth is just around the corner. I'm in a sour mood today but more on that later. So I've made it to 35 weeks. I still feel wonderful. No issues with my health or body. I have the same pressure on my pubic bone that I've had for the last ten weeks, so nothing to report there. The baby is moving all day and night which means it's healthy and happy. Moving while I write this as a matter of fact. And now, the movements are so strong they jolt my whole body. It's amazing that in only 2 weeks I could become a mom. Sometimes that thought depresses, or maybe a better word is saddens, me. I'm not exactly sure why it makes me sad, but it does. Perhaps all the anxieties of being a mom and being a good mom make me doubt my abilities. Further, I don't have good friends here. For some reason t...

This is abysmal. I have lost 8 weeks of posts and I can't really say that I have an excuse. I have been a LOT busier, but it seriously only takes five or ten minutes to write a post. SO MUCH has happened since I last checked in, so I suppose I'll go over all that stuff in the coming days. I'm committed to getting back on this thing til the end. Until then, let's see what's happening at 34 weeks. I've finally got my nice, round, pregnant-looking belly. I can say with all the honesty in me that I look cute pregnant. I was really nervous that I'd get fat and ugly, but man this pregnancy has been extremely good to me. My baby is basically cooked. From now until the delivery, babe will just continue to plump up and sort out the last bits of development, like fine-tuning the hearing and fingernails and such. I'm carrying around a cantaloupe now. And baby bird will grow about a pound a week until delivery day. BB is active mostly at night, taking ...