26 Weeks Pregnant

Oh my goodness, I'm 26! Time is flying by. In 14 weeks, I'll be a mommy!

For now, baby is growing and growing. He or she is listening to our conversations now more intently and is putting on weight. And I can tell that they're swallowing amniotic fluid because I've felt the hiccups all day!

What a time to be mom. Some days I feel really prepared and like I've waited for forever, then I suddenly panic and think what the heck am I doing here!

I'm most worried about delivery these days. I'm really nervous about the pain I'm going to experience. I want to have a natural birth if I can, but it seems like it's going to be very difficult.

Hypnobirthing and waterbirth are two things I really wish I had the money to invest in. Even more, I wish I had a doula.

Lately, I've been trying to keep my financial anxieties to a minimum so that I don't pass them on to my child. Everyone deserves to feel like they can have anything they want in this world. I've grown up thinking some things just aren't for me and that's a terrible way to grow up. It takes years to undo that kind of poverty mentality. Sometimes, it simply can't be undone.

xo Jenea
- Everything's always okay in the end; and if it's not okay, then it's not the end.

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